All through dinner stewart noted the pressure building on his bladder and suppressed his need to go to the toilet thinking it would be rude to get up half way through a meal. By the end of dinner he was virtually bursting. Emily found it cute the way he had started squirming in his seat and guessed the diuretics along with the wine was starting to have an effect on poor Stewart. Once done with their meals Stewart was virtually tapping one leg up and down in a jig. “Excuse me Emily but I think I must go find the little boys room,” Stewart said in a serious manner. Emily tittered and replied, “Well you know where the potty is; it is yours to use when you like!” Stewart wondered about her use of the word potty and her saying it is his but decided it was just her way of saying that he was welcome to use the bathroom now he was going to be living here. Using the potty was new for stewart he has always been in diapers since a little boy and was scared to do so. He knew he had to be a big boy someday but stewart loved his diapers so much that he could not stand the face of not using them.
So when he was asked by his girlfriend to use the potty he was so used to wetting himself in his pants and then sectretly changing himself in the bathroom. Nobody knew about his love for diapers and he was scared that his girlfriend would find out. And he would be put to shame by his use of adult diapers. Stewart had no choice but to attempt to use the potty. As he approched the white shining toilet he was so nervous and unclear of what to do. when he pulled of his diaper something just didn’t feel right to him using a diaper to go release yourself seemed like the best way. He was not sure if he could ever get used to being potty trained. The more and more he thought about it the more he became uncomfortable with the idea of having to go to the bathroom everytime he wanted to release himself. So he then made the decision to put back his diaper on and sit on the closed toiled while he soiled his clean diaper and make it soaking wet. Stewart felt so relieved after doing so and it fel completly natural to him to have his tooshie covered and soaked in his own urine. The smell reminded him why he loved being diapered and made him never want to try a potty again. He is a true adult baby diaper lover and this moment reminded him of how special that is to him and how nobody can take that away and tell him differnt. After wetting himself and making himself dirty he quickly cleaned up got into his diaperback disguised as a backpack and threw on a fresh diaper before his girlfriend could notice he was back at the table with a fresh nappie and a huge smile on his face.