You may not recall my sweet adult baby lover, who is also an ABDL, as it was a long time ago, the earliest time you fell in love with diapers. It may not be something that stays on your mind. But what does happen, though, when you think of diapers is – what it will feel like when you wear them. You may have entered the diaper aisle at your local department store and quickly glanced at the diapers that were available for adults. You grab one or two of them and check out, then race home to try them on.
You don’t live alone, and you want to keep this love for diapers under wraps, so you find a secret place in the house – a closet or a space under the bed to store your diapers. My ABDL lover, you have no choice but to take off all of your clothes, and you use some baby wipes and a tad of lotion to massage into your penis and balls, and then you wait for the moment of truth. This is the time that you are going to put on the diaper of your dreams. You longed for this, and the moment is finally here. And as you open up the crinkly diaper – you smell it and that thought of “hmmm, it smells just like a baby” goes through your mind. You are in love, my abdl lover – you want that smell to give you that feeling that you longed for.
You want to feel safe; you want to feel comforted; you want to feel loved. You wrap the diaper around you, and you close up the tabs, and you stand and look at yourself in the mirror. You know that you need to be taken care of, and you want a mommy to do it, so you search to find one. You understand that a mommy who takes care of an adult baby diaper lover is a special one because only an abdl mommy knows precisely what an abdl baby needs. You need her, and she needs you – it is a bond that no one can break. When you are an adult baby lover, there are no cares anymore, no burdens, and no worries. Everything that used to concern you as an adult has been erased and flies with the wind.
Your previous responsibilities and cares no longer matter because you are wearing your diaper. You will be in them for the rest of your life. You feel so complete and content and as you cuddle up close to mommy and know that you are mommy’s adult baby lover. And she holds you in her arms close to her breasts while you wear your diaper; you know that she will change you when you make a mess in your diaper, and she won’t judge you or make you feel ashamed. You are an adult baby diaper lover because it is your truth. You are an adult baby diaper lover because it feels good. You are an ABDL lover because you love the diaper, and by the way it feels – the diaper loves you!